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tonight

tonight, i have never been so proud or ashamed of myself in my entire life.

i was given horrible news and responded with grace and class, though it hurt me dearly.

10 mins later i used that news in a disgusting manner and hurt someone i care for deeply.

i must be an existentialist, who else would do such a fucked up thing?

i despise myself, and everything i have ever stood for.

who else would do such a thing? damned near every person who's ever drawn a breath on this earth, dan.

don't despise yourself. recognize it was your bad and move on.

of course, =I= never do crap like that...

--now she's an angel

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